Some Thoughts on Repression

 It’s quite obvious that sexual repression and proper sex education leads to violence. Just think about it. If Robert Berdella’s homosexual inclinations weren’t repressed and discouraged by his Catholic upbringing, it’s likely he wouldn’t have been the monster he became. Same goes for any other killer of the nature, from Gacy to Dahmer. Though, Richard Rhamirez could be an exception to this idea, as he was influenced by his Vietnam Vet uncle who would get high/drunk and recant stories of breaking into houses and raping the Vietnamese women during the war to a young and impressionable Ramirez. If Ed Gein was born in a more modern day, where transsexuality was not as much of a taboo as it was then, it’s doubtful he would have made suits out of human flesh. 

That’s all for now on this. 

Futures

 Futures-by Claudia Berdella

Reich’s will rise

And their empires will fall

All their silver and gold

Will boil when their story-

Isn’t of glory as foretold  

Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania Review

 A review of Ant-Man and the Wasp: Quantumania 

by Claudia Berdella

It was interesting. I thought it wasn’t bad, regardless of my view that Marvel is killing the sci-fi industry. It was a well done film, the dialogue was a bit cringey at times, it had better CGI than No Way Home. 

However the plot was a rehash of the first Guardians Of The Galaxy movie, with Endgame trappings. Sci-fi needs a new face, I’m sick of Marvel movies being the only sci-fi with any substance around, because it’s not very substantial at this point, it’s reaching a melting point. 

Disease Is Punishment

Disease Is Punishment- by Claudia Berdella

Ignorance

Is

Infection 

Infection 

Is [a]

Plague 

Plague 

Is 

Punishment

TV Is (Still) God

TV Is (Still) God

Art and writing all by Claudia Berdella

In 2023, TV is still God. Not much but the screen-size has changed. Now our TV’s live in our pockets. Movies and shows are mass-marketed and overproduced. The last decade had Marvel movies and nostalgia reigning supreme. 

Writing this, I think of the essay ‘Don’t Be A Slave To (Others) Subliminals’ by Anton LaVey, from his book, Satan Speaks. As he states, it’s all external influences on our lives and perceptions. TV is designed to be addicting, and to draw you in (a great modern example of this, is The Mandalorian) to wanting more, as well as influencing how you communicate with others (remember when all you heard about for weeks was Baby Yoda). 

We can all laugh at the absurdity of supposed teen dramas that portray seemingly unrealistic events, yet the Cobra Kai show on Netflix gives a perfect spotlight of how seemingly unrealistic events can spread across a younger demographic’s brain-space. And you really see this again with the Dahmer series solidifying the popularity of True Crime and our carnal fascination with death and brutality that most people refuting admit to having… it’s the spoken but unacknowledged fetish. 

One foreseeable outcome of this frenzy, that I personally view as the inevitable outcome, is the entire (entertainment) industry being run into the ground. Marvel is killing itself, it’s the same story movie after movie, with the old predictable tropes. Netflix survives via nostalgia because of the popularity of Stranger Things, which, while a pretty good show, is still just repetitive- “oh I can’t wait to see that Eleven girl get a bloody nose while screaming save the world again!” And then with the new show containing Patrick Bateman for more feminine audiences to steal a new “scary” personality because listening to Taylor Swift and Billie Eilish, in reality, isn’t very special or quirky. 

The internet is the ultimate universal remote control. It was shown perfectly in Click, but that’s just a fake movie for entertainment… right? Wrong! With the internet, you can keep record and do any conceivable idea, all happening with that phone in your hand right now (or computer on your desk/lap). Whether it be home videos, family photos, work stuff, homework, pornography, shopping, planning the future, making the future, it’s all there. 

apparently a little update on life

__ Life_update__

I’ve been having an interesting 2023 so far. It’s only been a month, but it’s interesting. 

The last week or so I’ve been [re]reading Might Is Right (link to my stuff on that here) and then last night (2/10/23) I just started reading old blogs from people I find interesting, and I’m loving it. 

I’m fascinated with how people work and how their mind’s process things. Sometimes I like to make people think… okay a lot of times I like making people think, it’s part of my unpaid job. I’m currently trying to understand sociopathy, Scientology, gender, and “taboo” subjects. 

I’m currently working on a project with some people. Hope that gets out by Walpurgis. 

One day later (2/12/23)

The things I mentioned yesterday that I found fascinating, I do find fascinating, and it’s interesting how much overlap they all have. Scientology can overlap with sociopathy and psychopathy, which overlaps with *taboo* things like actually seeing what people like serial killers and cult leaders actually did- not just being into it because of a repressed sexual urge that (is what I think makes) most people get into the category. 

Hate

 (The Hate to) Hate

By Claudia Berdella

Hate

Love it

Hate it

Hate is universal-

Do you love to hate?

Yes-

You do

Hate is vital

You love to hate 

Those old idols

Might (1-6)

 Might (1) 2/5/23

By Claudia Berdella

Might Is Right. It’s a philosophical idea that encourages the idea that might makes right. I’m not necessarily advocating for survival of the fittest or any sort of thing like it. I just think that it’s an interesting concept. I think that anyone who hasn’t given up on this world and how wretched it is, is mighty.