Sunday, March 15, 2026

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Like with during the exact beginning of the New Year (of this year, 2026) with crafting a poem— Time Eats—  for a technicality of Laos around the sun while even a fetus— given my birthday is March 15 (today), reason could stand I could have had higher cerebral function at the time of 2005 slipping into 2006 whilst in the womb. 

The idea then on New Years being the same as now— as well as planned since then. That being twenty lines of a poem for twenty completed years of existence. 

One hour now
I guess I’m counting down 
Pre-emptive beginning while sipping Dr Pepper;

Unpredictable routes and consequential decisions—
Diabolical, ever-active imagination; rogue, unknowable destitution 

Another year another set of marks
Another decade and another coin toss
Alive as needed, echoing existentialist 
Surviving fatalist, salience negation
Prolonged, idealized condition…

Three minutes after the hour and two decades after the mundane occurrence 
Inconsequential unpredictable fluid drenched ignorant entity
Coagulated, vital existence in odd degrees

20 years: banal, beautiful and bitter altogether 
Interesting introspective case study every other day 
Incessant inquiries and reductive rationality to passive nihilative survival
Information addict; coffee fiend
Lovely DVDs shown on small screens

Awake through nonexistent alarms
Ever queer-quotient: liquidated totality 

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