Death Perspective

 Death Perspective

 By Claudia Berdella

It’s strange how death is viewed in a sad, negative light by the majority of people. Death is the natural and inevitable byproduct of life. Life is the great indulgence, that’s what makes it worth living. Death is the absence, the end of life; but the corpse will get repurposed and used by other forms of life found on earth. 

Humans are not the only animal saddened by death, but we are the ones who make a big deal about it. Take pigs or dogs for example. The difference is, humanity has a tendency to make things into ceremonies. And that is understandable but it’s incredibly demeaning in my opinion that most of it is dark, grim and depressing. Shouldn’t the ceremony celebrate the life someone lived while they could and hold it to their standard of achievement within it? It seems much more productive to celebrate life than make death a miserable end when in reality if you just live, death comes peacefully. Humans have a somewhat solipsistic perspective in they believe they are monoliths which will last forever and that death is a hinderance. I disagree, human impact is so incredible because of the biological clock we have. 

Like any other animals, man’s main goals are survival and the continuation of the species. Such makes sense and is honorable. However, due to the emotional development, death is viewed as an abominable event when it’s simply a natural inevitability. Of course, an animal will fight for its life when it needs to, or if not in the case of combat just find a peaceful spot to die. Of course I can’t and won’t discount grief experienced over loss, it’s understandable and makes absolute sense to care for one’s own. Personally though I am more or less indifferent to death at this point in life (and I have experienced it enough to be at this point), I cherish the people worthwhile while I can so I can be proud to say I knew them while they lived. 

August 12, 2024 releases

 

Coffee: https://claudiaberdellascorner.blogspot.com/2024/08/coffee.html?m=1

On That Note: https://claudiaberdellascorner.blogspot.com/2024/08/on-that-note.html?m=1

Heresy: https://claudiaberdellascorner.blogspot.com/2024/08/by-claudia-berdella-thought-crime-is.html?m=1

Perversion/Return To Nature: https://claudiaberdellascorner.blogspot.com/2024/08/perversionreturn-to-nature.html?m=1

Coffee

 Coffee

By Claudia Berdella

A cup

A pour

To end the snore,

From days of yore

Coffee wakes one up

Perversion/Return to Nature

 Perversion/Return to Nature 

By Claudia Berdella

There is nothing special,

About the prole's

There is little of value 

To the bourgeois’

A return to the wild

Away from the fraudulent guile 

Is necessary,

For surviving a long while 

Governments and law

No longer hold us in awe

They are but plagues

Making man’s last days 

All double-talk

And nothing of stock 

Illusory rights

With few deeds of Might

The noise wraps tight

For man’s endless night 

The freest man,

In living time

Was behind bars

Until he died

Based on lies

Without air, all is unfair

No water

The Tree’s burn in red glare

Animals starve

And yet we dare

Attack them everywhere 

“Are we not part of this world?”

Is man not an animal?

Do we not wish to survive?

Perhaps this is Darwin’s one true lie

Survival of the Fittest 

Has been ruined by the fattest 

Consume! Consume! Consume!

The propaganda asserts

Be reliant, on those not yourself 

As we are,

“All in this together”

Such is a deception

A collectivist perversion

Trying a simple aversion 

The hippies

Where only half right 

Varg Vikernes and Uncle Ted

Picked up where they stopped dead

Stunted by their own

This is the price

Of collectivist vice 

A self-made apocalypse 

of Quranic proportion

“Now I am become death.”

Is man’s last breath 

If we do not stray

We are in the final days 

We need air to breathe

Yet kill the bee’s

And destroy the trees 

For the government needs

It’s taxes and deeds

They are an enemy 

To all in their path

Birds, beasts

Destroyed by mechanical teeth

“Put no trust in Princes”

                  is a saying old and true

“Put no hope in Governments”

                  translateth it anew

If freedom is valued

One must value their life

Without Gaea proper

None to live and reign

Humanity is democratic

and erratic

Nature is Fascist

Brutal and beautiful 

Should we continue down this

She could do to us

As we do sick dogs

And being part of her

Would be responsible 

Nature should be embraced 

Not shunned and erased

When it goes

Everyone does

And there is no Heaven

No Hell

No continuation of the species

All would perish

If we continue this course

For liberty has never been won

Except by deeds of war 

The war of today

Is against today

The consumption, devouring

Gnostic sins

Attempting to break Abraxas

Obliterates all Axis’

Reading the poem: https://youtu.be/oZRVLbnW_XA?si=aQL_mJOYLZxm9TdW

Heresy

 Heresy

By Claudia Berdella

Thought crime is the way of politics and social groups. Don’t like or agree with the principles of a group?

Heresy!

Don’t like how something is gone about?

Heresy!

For heresy’s one is ousted and called a traitor. It might not be a horrific torture awaiting you and reprogramming, but the very disdain of those who you would agree with and align with most everything else on. Humans are tribal. Puritanism never does, ignorance is strength. 

When everyone is a Puritan, no one is pure. Such is the nature of witch hunts which lead to purges. In modern discourse, these purges are things like the blind cancellation of someone for things alleged against without enough evidence to make any real decisions. It’s the ousting and attack on a person or people for a supposed impurity from the conventions of the popular culture surrounding them. And, if it is impure, then you’re probably doing something correct. 

If one has to claim they have some sort of moral high ground, they do not. Morals are, on a broad level, a human construct to control; and on a personal level, individual likes and dislikes. As such attempts and displays to show off just how moral one is, are just meaningless and pathetic goodguy badges. Such is the nature of Puritanism. 

Iconoclasts are necessary in the world, and it’s a shame that real iconoclasts are so few and far between. But it makes sense, despite the billions in the universe the best and brightest stars are just the same. 

On That Note

On That Note

By Claudia Berdella

Morals, laws and decalogues are all the creation of humans. However, the majority of people view these things as inherent pillars of human society which are irreversible. This viewpoint may be for the best given the amount one may hear from certain demographics which are more superstitiously inclined which states that if one didn’t have these laws in place that people would be raping, killing and pillaging one another to no end. What this statement really says is that of projecting what that person would probably do if they felt they could get away with it. On another hand, it is also a good thing for the iconoclasts of the world to challenge those perspectives of objective morality and stagnation. 

An Unhealthy Relationship

An Unhealthy Relationship 

By Claudia Berdella

As an animal, humans really neglect that fact. Humans destroy their own, not really seeing that once all the other species go, we’re next if we don’t nuke ourselves into oblivion before reaching that point. 

In nature, there is a healthy relationship in environments between predators and prey. When the predators grow too large in population and overrun the prey, they are forced to move or starve as a result of destroying their food supply; when there are too few predators, the prey has a population increase which can disrupt the nature around them, depleting their food supplies… It’s a self-perpetuating system of balance which keeps things running. 

Humans dramatically and to a catastrophic extent break this cycle. We move in, remove and obliterate the environment and species within. The only predatory animal which contests humanity, is itself. 

For more on this go to my articles The Bottom Feeders Frenzy or The Way It Is. 

The Way It Is

 

The Way It Is

By Claudia Berdella

Barbarism is the way of humanity. Civilization as a creation of human hand, is barbaric— civilizations will always conquer others for territory, resources, retaliation, economic or political purposes. Such is how any groups of people go about things all in the past, present and future. 

To change from this way is unlikely to be achievable— it’s quite doubtful humans could survive if they quit preying upon one another. The only possible route would be to digitally upload our consciousness to a system which is programmed to prohibit man’s more vicious and violent tendencies; in essence, it would be removing a piece of human nature, an integral one.

That then comes up with the question of: if we start removing parts of our natural inclinations how human would we be? Could humans truly survive if their brutal sides get removed? It’s unlikely altogether as well as over-idealistic and ludicrously utopian. 

Now, that is not to negate more transhumanist concepts of bettering the species through merging it with technology, physically. In fact those types of endeavors would likely be extremely beneficial to people. However, still being an animal, these advancements would be nothing more than more shiny tools. 

What could help lessen the viciousness of humans? Well, there’s an interesting therapeutic tool known as psychodrama. Psychodrama is essentially a ceremonial release of emotion; if people spent more time sticking needles into dolls, screaming into pillows or simply having a good orgasm it is likely that a lot more productive things would happen— after all, one must take care of themselves first; “The man who cannot value himself cannot value anyone else.”— Ayn Rand. But this is not to say it would rid society of the less popular inclinations that humans have: murder would still occur, rape would still take place, children would still be abused… Such things are present in any group of people and begrudgingly quite impossible to entirely remove. The issue is, not everyone can do such things that would be beneficial to themselves in physical and emotional ways due to the prevalence and continued perpetuation of sterile and decadent philosophies that repress and attack human nature due to the faith (lack of thinking) in spiritual pipe dreams and hypocritical self-deception. As an example of this, the Catholic Church has done this guilt trip on instinct so masterfully for centuries… oh and look what it did to the children. 

There is nothing healthy about such extreme repression of such inherently there things. Take the aforementioned Catholic Church again as an example: due to their carnally repressive rules, laws and decalogues, has created an untold number of priests and clergy who enact their releases onto vulnerable children. If these “holy men” were simply able to have a good orgasm without any stigma attached to it of some illusory sin he is committing, it is likely that less would need to be moved around and hidden after being exposed for his pedophilic activities, as they would be decreased by the allowance of exercising their instincts… although, on the other hand a good orgasm might kill someone so repressed. 

In spite of all these ideals presented as means to divert the barbaric nature of humans, they will probably never fully work. Instinctive drift is not mutually exclusive: humans also experience it despite our attempts at self-domestication. I end this with the same conclusion I came to when writing The Bottom Feeders’ Frenzy: the only way to truly escape the more destructive aspects of our nature, is to go extinct. 

Satanism & Infatuation

 Satanism & Infatuation

By Claudia Berdella 

Satanism recognizes the broad spectrum of human emotions. I do have to say I always see the discussions on just love and hate, they never mention any of the subsidiaries. Infatuation is an unrecognized one. Satanism is about the carnal and rawness of human nature. Infatuation is a carnal and raw state of being. It’s fresh, like an infant. And infants are naïve. Infatuation has a naïveté. In The Satanic Bible it talks about how children (like infants) are very pure satanic specimens due to being so in tune with their senses in a naïve way, similar to infatuation. 

Infatuation would be a subset of love, lust and curiosity. Satanism has emphasis on these traits in their most natural forma. This love wouldn’t be a wasted one on ingrates, or at least it might not be, you never know in this field. It’s a curious, sporadic and naïve form of love.

As such infatuation could be a very pure concept in satanism and discussed more.

Reich History

 Reich History

By Claudia Berdella

View of the Sobibor extermination camp, 1943 

Studying the Holocaust is an interesting and tolling task when gone in-depth and below what the general surface level of understanding of it is. There are so many intricacies that go along with it. Of course, most people will know, recognize and have a basic understanding of the big names of it: Auschwitz, Dachau, and sometimes Buchenwald. However, what most do not know, is that Auschwitz was one of six extermination camps. The closest in operations was Majdanek, then the other four being Chełmno, Belzec, Treblinka and Sobibor. Nor are people aware of the torture (and somewhat transit) camp Neue Bremm, or similar subcamps. Many know about the twin experiments done at Auschwitz by Josef Mengele, but very little is circulated about those done on Polish women— “The Rabbits”— at the Ravensbruck concentration camp by Fritz Sischer, Karl Gebhardt and Herta Oberhausen. The Ravensbrück camp itself is a fascinating part of Reich history; it was a camp consisting of only female inmates where Jews were typically (until 1944) the smallest group imprisoned— and that’s not because they were instantly killed, the main prisoners were simply not typically Jewish, they mainly housed Jehovah’s Witnesses, Soviets, Political enemies, as well as asocials and deviants (like lesbians, and that resulted in quite a bit of homosexual intercourse to occur in the early years of the camps existence). In fact, after the last of the extermination camps shut down, Ravensbrück became a temporary one with at least two known gas chambers (and a suspected third in a train car, but any real evidence has been destroyed along with most witnesses should it have been there). For more on the Ravensbrück camp, the book Ravensbrück: Life and Death in Hitler’s Concentration Camp For Women is a wonderful resource on it. 

Obviously, it is a topic which is inherently hard to look into (possibly because people don’t want to admit they have just as much a capacity to enact similar), it reveals harsh realities of human nature, and it’s just not something most people will look into past what they’re taught in school, which frankly, isn’t much. While this is certainly the case, there will always be people willing to research such things, and luckily for as much as the SS tried to destroy the evidence of a lot, they extensively recorded their doings so it is not hard to find direct information from the ones enacting the genocide. There is always a book or file (though, sadly quite a bit is hidden in Russian archives and isn’t accessible).