Saturday, May 20, 2023
Contra-Jexit
Thursday, May 18, 2023
Recordings I have released today
Reading from Might Is Right : https://archive.org/details/all-else-is-error
Cannibalism Conversation : https://archive.org/details/590-a-0615-d-783-4-a-94-a-43-a-946-a-7264-abd-5
5/12/2023 AI discussion: https://archive.org/details/5122023-aidiscussion
Thursday, May 11, 2023
Living But Dead
Living But Dead
By Claudia Berdella
Some merely robotically go through pre-programmed motions and thoughts for some 60+ years then die, typically having offspring who will only repeat this depression cycle. This is repressive, it doesn’t allow people to feel like an individual, it stunts the feeling of climbing the ever-changing social ladder, and this really makes anyone who is caught in its deadly claws bound to go insane. The Unabomber Manifesto says this sort of thing perfectly, and it’s hard to deny the possible validity of it, just look at all these mass shooters- white, middle class (typically) males who aren’t climbing up the ladder they were promised would be conquered by them, they can’t climb it so they feel stagnated and feel as if taking drastic measures to be known is the only viable option. And this is absolutely not limited to that archetype, it can happen (and does happen) to anyone who is stuck and put into such a state of stagnation and circular “living”- if you can call being pre-programmed alive, it sounds more artificial than anything… synthetically pathetic. Is there a way to fix this? There is no set-in-stone answer as of yet, but maybe the removal of repressive traditional norms could be a good place to begin reform. It is quite possible however, that an answer will never be produced- after all, if humans stopped preying on one another, could the species survive long?
Wednesday, May 10, 2023
Some Philosophical Bases
“Everything old is new again and again and again” -Grab The Mic, MSi
I am but an amalgamation of philosophical thought coherently put together in a way that only I truly understand it at its core (individual direction).
LaVey, Tolkien, Redbeard, P-Orridge, Orwell, Manson, Rand, and so many more. All of them influential for different reasons.
Jung, Freud, Nietzche: all for introspective interest and so much more.
Personally I agree with Varg Vikernes idea that Tolkien was a closet pagan.
Films watched in January 2025
- American Porn (2002, documentary) - Pearl (2022, horror) - Nosferatu (2024, horror) to be continued...
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Trouble-making, Symbols, Sounds, Experiments The stuff I made sure , and I mean very sure that it got into the book The Founding Of The Sat...
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An Unhealthy Relationship By Claudia Berdella As an animal, humans really neglect that fact. Humans destroy their own, not really seeing th...
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Hebrew, Not Christian ( לִוְיָתָן is Hebrew for Leviathan) The word Satan in specific means a human adversary humans are fleshy and carnal...