Saturday, July 5, 2025

Autogynephilically projected lusting
A coffin too fresh to have dust 
All gears too busy tearing into rust
Decadent decaying
mechanical decalogue

Another speck of sand next to trillions of shooting stars
always out of grasp
Out of touch,
not out of sight--
never out of mind:
It's mental landmines,
Crutches for valentines.
All the drugs in this world will still bring you to a flatline

Death is worse,
when it's in front of your eyes
Inevitably,
You're born only to die 
Such is the only kept promise

Oh, so logical lies

Lies are your demise
multi-edged sword, 
edge wildly hitting each in its path--
The only successful lie is the lie everyone believes, 
inculcated at a mother's knee
Eyes show the depths of liars:
miniscule movement
shows the sadistic intent.
Latent or frontal,
It happens when it's intentional 
And sometimes makes you international,
Oh, so logical
Thank you for now I am officially cynical
Not misanthropic moreso mistrusting


 

Friday, July 4, 2025



O

Time Thief

Grief is a time thief…
Why mourn someone who was born?
They lived and if they lived well,
Why dwell?
Life is short and death is the inevitable end
Cherish the friends
After they’re gone remember the fun
it’s a new day
if only it was eternally rainy and gray
but that would get depressing and boring
dreary and cold
but always fishing for misery 

White

Blank slate
New emotional planes
Sensations change
Chemical mutations
Mannequin addiction 
Fleshly obsession