Leaving eves closer

Ever creeping up

It's healthier, this sort of cut

Thread stretched too far

Butter spread too thin

Get the fuck away from anything akin

Oh sweet Stockholm syndrome

funny thought

PiL is to John Lydon what NON is to Boyd Rice but completely different 

Blue

Blue is the mourning,

with a misty gray

The past is forever beyond the time of day.

Live life like a movie; 

see it cinematically.

“cut, cut, cut,

  Line up— roll camera— you pretend, I’ll pretend” [1]

All good things inevitably end

Reality only bends temporarily 

Eventually 

Imperceptibly 

Nature corrects it course

The grass is green on roads never travelled

The road goes ever on. 

Reference 

[1] I Want To Kill You Like They Do In The Movies by Marilyn Manson

Black

Black 

Overused yet always on track

Just don’t bet on it

Black hair, black clothes

I’m just another one of those

Fag-coded

dark wardrobed

Home-grown

I’m really an emo now I hate this town

Favorite Songs May 2025

Level Up by Love Ghost, Skold

Sacrilegious by Marilyn Manson

History of Violence by Theory of a Deadman

Junkies On A High by Green Day

A Mask of My Own Face by Lemon Demon

Ballyhoo by Green Day

Bad Habit by The Offspring 

Long Hard Road Out Of Hell by Marilyn Manson 

EAT by Poppy

Dead 2 Me by The Haunt

Bad Romance by Lady Gaga 

Team by Lorde 

Goodnight Adeline by Green Day

Pompeii by Bastille

Halloweenie III: Seven Days by Ashnikko

Fuck Off by Green Day

In The Air Tonight by Marilyn Manson 

Bloody Mary by Lady Gaga 

Animal by Mindless Self Indulgence 

Favorite Songs June 2025

Bed Of Roses by Mindless Self Indulgence

God Is A Weapon by Falling In Reverse, Marilyn Manson

Stay Young by Green Day

Barbie Girl by Aqua

Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen

Ob-La-Di, Ob-La-Da by The Beatles

Surrender by Cheap Trick

Losers Of The Year by Pinhead Gunpowder 

I Have To Look Up Just To See Hell by Marilyn Manson

Don’t Threaten Me With A Good Time by Panic! At The Disco

Take What You Want by Post Malone, Ozzy Osbourne, Travis Scott

The Oldest Profession by Skold

The Death Song by Marilyn Manson

Faster n Harder by 6arleyhuman

Leave A Scar by Marilyn Manson

Slave Only Dreams To Be King by Marilyn Manson

The Devil Beneath My Feet by Marilyn Manson 

You’ll miss me when I’m not around by Grimes

You Spin Me Round (Like A Record) by 3TEETH

Cracked Actor by David Bowie

Black Celebration by Depeche Mode

86 by Green Day

21 Guns by Green Day

Last Things by KMFDM

Where The Hood At by DMX

Everywhere I Go by Hollywood Undead

Blackout by Linkin Park

Patient Number 9 by Ozzy Osbourne, Jeff Beck

Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) by Green Day

One Of Those Days by Ozzy Osbourne, Eric Clapton

Oceans by Frank Iero

Sexy Drug by Falling In Reverse

Just Another...

Brutalist beauty

Fascist liminality 

Mind palace with no key

Masculine disposition but in reality 

shows a femme fatality

Just another casualty 

visions of a blasphemy 

Better not to know 

It's not so much satanic

more psychically vampiric

Consciously unconscious crab bucket

So suck baby suck,

it's 

just another TV tragedy 

for online stream 

Don't you know? This is all a dream

Solipsism; wannabe Gnosticism 

Why would the CIA actually reveal if they suspected we could supernaturally interact with the simulation?

It's just a Gateway to lunacy and an extreme Kantian lack of any supposed rationality

It's lazy idealization

no different than blankly staring at a flickering wick 

Cutting tomatoes or even blowing a dick is more introspective than watching a candle

"Not really, check out [this] Instagram handle"

Modern or post

Personal thought seems so farcical

Knowing oneself to the point of forgetting it

Each move is a mental gamble 

Utilitarian is a fetish not an application 

Thought from the past restricting present action and as such negating future results of it. 

I Don't think I can suspend disbelief for this

 Some amount of time or recordings ago I was as per typically talking with Shane Bugbee.  On said occasion we got around to the (common between us) topic of AI and the development of artificial human companions. Now, I don't remember verbatim or what exactly was said but I disagree with Shane that these compatriots will end up equatable to an actual human. Naturally, this is mainly in sexuality. Scents imitated or not, you (or at least I) still have the mental notion: this is not human, this is a programed entity for my desires. In terms of a total environment, amazing at least in theory. Not really in my opinion. Sure humans are by way of nature and nurture, programmed-- it's a synonym. 

This being all based on personal understanding, based on myself I know and would know that said computerized comrade isn't human, and no matter how akin it can get it will be uncanny in those regards. There's no building with a robot, not in the same way a human is programmed. An artificial human companion in these regards is an ideal of the ideal being, a misanthropic replacement. In my head, it could never work, at least for me. 

I'll take the train to come back "home"

Where the heart is

what a shame 

it doesn't mean a thing 

Hot Summer Blowout

 It was a drudgy afternoon. Miserably the people marched about the day under the heat. Suddenly, a flash and the temperature spontaneously skyrocketed. In a moment, they couldn't breathe their sigh of relief.