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Summer of Blood work

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Things  I made to promote and set up the summer-long series I made for/on The Infernal Church discord server as well as the events themselves. Main poster  Condensed one.  For upcoming events:  The Monkey, The Man, Then The Gun event  Aliens Exist ? event  E Is For Euthanasia event  Previous events (in order of being done): April 20, 2023- Columbine Anniversary Stream April 21, 2023- Bowling For Columbine  May 5, 2023- Grotesque Anniversary  June 3, 2023- Death Scenes Trilogy  1)  https://archive.org/details/deathscenes1989 2)  https://archive.org/details/DeathScenes1992YouTube 3)  https://archive.org/details/deathscenes31993 June 16, 2023- Ted Kaczynski Memorial Stream June 17, 2023- Mandela Catalogue watch party June 21, 2023- Roundtable discussion on the Unabomber (recording to be released soon) June 30, 2023- Schindler’s List July 4, 2023- An American Satan

My releases this week (6/11-16/23)

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 If I Were Emperor of America (Satirical) The Freudian Era of the Internet  Odd 80s Fetishization  Noir Candle Short 1.2 :  https://youtu.be/OaWk-M3jyW0 Candelz._.noir:  https://youtube.com/shorts/GVTbLsW125Y?feature=share Church of Scientology Prank Call:  https://youtube.com/shorts/MSpMlXAQFD8?feature=share This edit:

Odd 80s Fetishization

 The Odd Fetishization of the 1980s I don’t understand why people fetishize and look at the 1980s as if they were some golden age. The 1980s were certainly an age but it surely was less golden than Hollywood films of both the time and today picture. The satanic panic was in full swing, which meant that Metallica shirt you have would have been enough cause for you to get arrested on charges of rape, murder, and that dead cow on the farm 16 miles off town limits… despite none of the accusations being truthful or based in evidence. Innocent until proven guilty was nearly nonexistent.  The 1980s was certainly a golden age for politically correct homophobia. It was no big deal how those  dirty, sinful sodomites got treated, aids was the gay plague.  While it’s a well done show, I do think that Stranger Things has given this younger generation (my generation) a false feeling of nostalgia. A want to live a life they never experienced but idealize only what has been presented by the media 40 y

The Freudian Era of the Internet

 The Freudian Era of the Internet I admire the “old internet” landscape, in fact I have begun calling it the Freudian Era   as it seems to have been an open arena of thought and connections. I use the internet today (and every day) as if it was those old days. The Freudian Era was free, people could go into any number of chatrooms and discuss anything- even the most taboo ideas. It was quite a satanic environment. I may not have been conscious for this era (being born in 2006 and all) but I think I get it. I think this era began in the 1990s with the Heaven’s Gate website and ended with the demise of MySpace.  Some of the old chatrooms can still be accessed via the wayback machine. One that interesting site I know of is this old Dana Plato web forum , many of the links are dead but just as many are able to be opened and all the messages within can be read 20 years later.  It would be amazing if all was archived or stayed online, but sadly it’s not. O-the places I would go if they were

If I Were Emperor of America (satirical)

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  edited photo by me My first act as Emperor of America ( as Doug Mesner calls it ) would be to give Ludzer (person on discord) free cookies My second act as Emperor of America would be the instant annihilation of Canada (in Minecraft) Act 2.a) make Baphy and Goose assistant to the regional manager Third act: mandatory viewing of American Psycho for everyone Fourth Act: change the National anthem to You’ll Rebel To Anything by MSi My fifth act as Emperor of America would be to require everyone to dress as characters from Clerks Anyway all this is satire, the only thing I could think of doing in actuality would be not far from Revisionism as defined by LaVey

Claudia’s Favorite Songs May/June 2023

 Claudia’s Favorite Songs may/June 2023 - Deformography by Marilyn Manson - Altar by ThatPoppy - Lowlife by ThatPoppy - Baby You’re A Haunted House by Gerard Way - Happy Together by Gerard Way (feat. Ray Toro) - Happy When I Die by Hollywood Undead - A.D.I.D.A.S. By KoRn - Fiending For A Lover by DeathbyRomy - Metal by Poppy - Till I Collapse by Eminem, Nate Dogg - Omnis by Ghostemane, Parv0 - Just Tonight by The Pretty Reckless  - [s]AINT by Marilyn Manson - Video Killed The Radio Star by The Buggles - Total War by Non - Spit by Poppy  - Make Me Wanna Die by The Pretty Reckless  - Lonely by Palaye Royale - The Way I Am by Eminem - Walking Contradiction by Green Day  - Kill Everyone by Hollywood Undead  - The Logical Song by Mindless Self Indulgence  - To Whom It May Concern by Ghostemane, Parv0 - Nightmares In Paradise by Palaye Royale - The Monster by Eminem, Rihanna - Piece of Me by Euringer - The Medicine Does Not Control Me by Euringer, Grimes - Holy To

Thelemic Revision

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You can find me reading this out loud here .   Thelemic Revision  Love is the Law the Law is Love Love is Hate Hate is Love  Hate is the Law Hate under Will The will to Love or to Hate Is the same Two extremes Are just as they seem Polarity is a circle An infinite circle  Rigid and never the same In constant change It is still the same Yet, are we sane?

No, Anton LaVey was Not A Fascist

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 No, Anton LaVey Was Not a Fascist  By Claudia Berdella The idea that Anton LaVey was some sort of fascist is quite ludicrous if you begin to weigh in all the factors of his persona and personal beliefs. For some right off the bat he was: -Anti-collectivism (fascism is notoriously collectivistic by nature) -Pro-individualism (fascism is contrary to this with its religious jingoism) To quote Marilyn Manson on the subject,  “ LaVey had been accused of being a Nazi and a racist, but his whole trip was elitism […] doesn’t judge people by race or creed but by the attainable, equal opportunity criterion of intelligence ”- The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell Pictured (L-R): Manson, Anton, Traci Lords, Karla LaVey This picture of LaVey that Marilyn Manson paints is coherent with that of his daughter-and only child of his conscious for the founding and building of the Church of Satan- Karla. In an interview conducted by Shane Bugbee in 2022 she explicitly states that while her father wasn’t a comple