Friday, July 4, 2025



O

Time Thief

Grief is a time thief…
Why mourn someone who was born?
They lived and if they lived well,
Why dwell?
Life is short and death is the inevitable end
Cherish the friends
After they’re gone remember the fun
it’s a new day
if only it was eternally rainy and gray
but that would get depressing and boring
dreary and cold
but always fishing for misery 

White

Blank slate
New emotional planes
Sensations change
Chemical mutations
Mannequin addiction 
Fleshly obsession

The Plague That Is Hope

 by Claudia Berdella

Hope is a lack of clarification—
A strong white lie,
Omitting the lamenting. 
The result is alienation,
anxious imagination. 
Just another plague of faith
Synonym to blind trust
And yet to continue it’s a must

Thursday, July 3, 2025

Leaving eves closer
Ever creeping up
It's healthier, this sort of cut
Thread stretched too far
Butter spread too thin
Get the fuck away from anything akin
Oh sweet Stockholm syndrome


Tuesday, July 1, 2025

funny thought

PiL is to John Lydon what NON is to Boyd Rice but completely different 

Blue

Blue is the mourning,
with a misty gray
The past is forever beyond the time of day.
Live life like a movie; 
see it cinematically.
cut, cut, cut,
  Line up— roll camera— you pretend, I’ll pretend” [1]
All good things inevitably end
Reality only bends temporarily 
Eventually 
Imperceptibly 
Nature corrects it course
The grass is green on roads never travelled
The road goes ever on. 



Reference 
[1] I Want To Kill You Like They Do In The Movies by Marilyn Manson

Black

Black 
Overused yet always on track
Just don’t bet on it
Black hair, black clothes
I’m just another one of those
Fag-coded
dark wardrobed
Home-grown
I’m really an emo now I hate this town

Suicidal Sexuality

Suicide as subconscious natural selection, like how homosexuality could be explained biologically. Unlike other species containing homosexua...