The Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey
Might Is Right by Ragnar RedbeardThe Hijacked Human Experience reflects how primal human needs—pain, sex, violence, spirituality, identity—are no longer private or sacred, but instead:
Marketed as spectacle,
Used to control and shame,
Packaged into digestible, sellable moments,
And weaponized for outrage, aesthetic, or profit.
Claudia’s recurring narrative is that humanity has undergone ritual inversion: what once connected us to nature or higher states has become theater. What once was sacred is now just content. (chatgpt)
Claudia Berdella is an emerging poet and artist whose work delves into themes of societal constructs, human behavior, and existential reflections. Her poetry is characterized by its introspective nature, employing vivid and sometimes unsettling imagery to provoke thought and challenge conventional perspectives.
Poetry and Literary Contributions:
Berdella's poetry often explores the complexities of community dynamics, highlighting the inherent exclusions within groups that are ostensibly formed to counteract societal marginalization. Her work reflects on the cyclical nature of societal movements, questioning the authenticity and depth of revolutionary fervor.
In her poems, Berdella utilizes stark imagery to depict themes of pain, chaos, and nihilism, offering a raw examination of the human condition. These pieces exemplify her ability to intertwine personal introspection with broader societal critiques.
Online Presence and Artistic Expression:
On Instagram, Berdella maintains a profile under the handle @claudia_berdella, where she shares aspects of her personal life and creative endeavors. Her bio playfully states, "well I'm not a vampire but I totally am one," hinting at a penchant for dark humor and perhaps a fascination with gothic themes.Instagram
Berdella also engages with the music community through her SoundCloud account, punkrocker ofall, where she shares tracks and playlists, reflecting her diverse artistic interests.SoundCloud
Interdisciplinary Interests:
Beyond poetry and music, Berdella exhibits an interest in the intersections of art, religion, and philology. This is evidenced by her engagement with scholarly works such as "The History Of The Knights Templar" and Shirer's "Rise and Fall..." as well as Jim Goad's "The Redneck Manifesto" indicating a scholarly and unconditional approach to understanding cultural and religious narratives.
Publications and Writings:
Berdella has contributed writings that delve into societal issues and personal reflections. Her piece discussing the "Stand Up to Hate" campaign critiques the performative aspects of such initiatives, highlighting how they may perpetuate division rather than foster genuine understanding. She emphasizes the cyclical nature of cultural wars and questions the authenticity of mainstream narratives surrounding hate and love.
Conclusion:
Claudia Berdella's work is a tapestry of poetic expression, online engagement, and interdisciplinary exploration. Her poetry invites readers to confront uncomfortable truths about societal structures and personal beliefs, encouraging a deeper reflection on the complexities of human existence. Through her various platforms, she continues to expand her artistic footprint, contributing to contemporary dialogues on art, culture, and identity.
Icarus falling
Crashing down like a tower onto streets
Oh imagine the screams
Tragedy is told pornographically
Of course, that makes sense:
Our biggest cultural myth—
a Jewish eunuch
nailed to a stick
Maybe there is a God since the “good-guys” always win the war!
It’s ludicrous, like a virgin whore getting another score
God is on the screen, god killed MTV-
Fucked rolling stone and here is ye Christ as NME
Video killed the radio star and the internet rebirthed it
The later branch of Cthulhu
A small gleaming square screen
of science fiction dreams
an electronic second heart
Detachable biomechanic brain
Our god is the machine
Like Titans in their prime
It’s a short shitty time
What’s worse a Nazi or a nihilist?
At least a Nihilist see’s the hollowness in things
The Nazi wants a bastardized purification
so close to part of one problem right but ideology is the issue
Just like their sworn enemy twin sibling Zionist Jews
And fundamentalist of every so-called “polar-extreme”
Just crocks of shit
So “leaders can hoarse and gorge
groom you to consume
Or do you consume and in turn they are groomed
Is the consumer the victim or enabler
We just love to devour ourselves
Masochistic flesh bag of white sticks
so brittle yet dense
Only in a blue moon are the dictators hung
in their town’s own high noon
Progressive repressives
Ideology is my(/the?) enemy
Money is a made up fee-at increasingly meaningless speed
Oh inflation at the very least please make the current systems of currency obsolete
A barter system would be pretty neat
based on want and need
personal skill and greed
A need right now
Is a rectangular tower with a blade in its chamber
falling on necks of autocratic conspirators
I say this knowing I won’t
I’m not a soldier
Just a [wannabe] writer and provocateur
Queer like you and a Nazi
Stupid and subjugated
I’m middle class I can get away with this
More or less
Money is the difference in the mess
Needs are instinctive and akin
Base animal nature is all the same:
Food, shelter, water, sleep, fuck, repeat
Money and ideology: campaign backers of autocracy
Hiroshima could be a daydream
In the future scape of the now unfolding world scene
History doesn’t repeat itself, humans compulsively go in redundant circles.
Dates, places and persons change but our sadomasochism instinctively drifts into a nihilistic religious plea
“What ends when the symbols shatter?”
Shudder and shiver like a skyscraper
collapsing to dust in a choking cloud
Like the satyr’s alarming news of Pan’s death
Nietzsche’s infamous line is a mournful parallel
What happens to the messenger? Just an institution and early grave
But all that means nothing now
the dead Lords are reborn in our pockets
Basically a giant bath; plug the toaster into the socket and drop the toaster in the water
ZAP
Normalcy is a spiritual pipe dream
“They promised us forever but we got less” [1]
When is the world not a fucking mess?
I didn’t start the fire, why the fuck does any action or lack thereof only add fuel to it?
“The world is spinning 'round and 'round out of control againThe 7-11 to the fear of breaking downSo send my love a letterbomb, and visit me in HellWe're the ones going”[2] down
Like a rodent in a wheel
People repeat but each time in newer ways
“We kill ourselves in funny ways/ so subtle and strange”[3]
Innate immolation to an eternal dark daydream
What is obscene in the Republican age?
“Behind all kings and presidents,
all government and law
Are army-men and cannoneers—“[4]
but PR managers hold the world in their pathos pulling claws
What is survival of the strong in capitalism under Abrahamic guile?
Addiction and dissociation, crutches rather than a solid base
“They promised us forever but we got less”[1]
For more of a price we get less
In an era of compulsive vices maybe a degree of abstinence really is indulgence
What/why is thou wilt?
Do we all maybe want to be killed?
“Some of us are really born to die”[5]
“There is only one way in which the murderous death agonies of the old society and the bloody birth throes of the new society can be shortened, simplified and concentrated, and that way is revolutionary terror”[6]
Time is relative but torture can be long lasting in its lasting effects
Like the Death Star
or Tsar Bomba
We want an apocalypse so the “righteous” can get led by an angel to a Heavenly eternity Thanatos’ grasp and Charon’s Ferry are nothing more than a nightmare are like to fancy
We don’t really know. Just absence of conscious thought and beating blood.
“Do you want total war?”[7]
Do you want joy?
Maybe a final battle would be that atomic jouir we crave
“A quest for joy
both small and cataclysmic…
the little death
We react to war with war
We enact joy for joy
Tooth and claw remain”[8]
Do we want to live in pain on an overblown made up financial strain?
Oh AGI surely must be predatory or humanity will snuff itself to some nerd billionaires
libido lacking, Oedipus complex whim
“Limping predator
insecure you
feed off the weak
Remember! Remember!
You are what you eat!”[9]
Domination and submission but who is who and in/to what capacity? It’s never so easy as one or the other.
The divided mind may be likely but the strings are pulled every-which-way
Praising an imagined afterlife
yet subsidizing and prolonging the only one we can be sure of
“Live or die: the choice is yours”[10]
We made ourselves denominational whores
for the market to scorge and scorn
A live-time reality show of an
S&M game of our own design
“Behind the screen is us and we’re TV” [11]
Prison is in the mind
Borders are illusory, autocratically dividing lines
Realistically we all own the tree’s, water animals and sky as the apex predator
But Abrahamic repression created compulsive addiction and delusional “destiny” to manifest
We need all those as much but realistically less than they need us.
Life can be lived if you’re lucky enough
Luck is subjective
A stagnant rich person: a pain projecting nihilist
I’ve seen more joy in a homeless couple and their dog
Just don’t be a sitting log for too long
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1] Strange Days Are Here To Stay— Green Day
2] Homecoming— Green Day
3] Modern Love— Wargasm
4] Might Is Right
5] Valentines Day— Marilyn Manson
6] Neue Rheinische Zeitung No. 136– Karl Marx
7] Joseph Goebbels
8] Joy or War from The Joys of Satanism— Shane Bugbee
9] limping predator from The Joys of Satanism— Shane Bugbee
10] Saw
11] Man That You Fear— Marilyn Manson
APPEARANCE: Thin limbs; a long, thin neck; small head with short, straight hair, very glossy and of a dark-brown color. Small nose and ears; dark blue eyes surrounded by blue shadows under the skin; poor posture; very thin hands held limp at the wrists; a small, pale mouth and weak chin. Small breasts, narrow hips.
NATURE: Unsure and vacillating, hesitant, touchy about criticism, confused, extravagant, emotional. Tends to be secretive and likes to place burdens upon others shoulders. Outwardly submissive but inwardly resentful. She cares jealously for those she loves and tends to smother them with attention.
FUNCTION: Protecting a loved one, particularly from self-destructive behavior. Watching over animals. Creating works of art of a fantastic or dreamlike type. She aids in the expression of psychic communications such as automatic writing. Enforces service and self-sacrifice upon those who would flee from their responsibilities.
APPEARANCE: Soft, overweight figure of below average height; wavy, dark-brown hair on a round skull; pale complexion with a tendency to perspire; small nose and small ears that lie flat; very dark blue eyes; heavy eyelids and dark, arched eyebrows; a sensual mouth with a full bottom lip and a weak chin.
NATURE: Intuitive and aware of subtle emotional currents, psychic, creative in the lyrical arts such as poetry and music, highly impressionable, easily expresses feelings, very sympathetic to others. This angel is the happiest near the seashore. Smiles but rarely laughs.
FUNCTION: Songwriting, music, the dramatic arts, matters of faith or belief. Achieving empathy with others. Protection of seamen or those who travel by sea. Attaining purity. Caring for the sick. Protecting and caring for animals. Encouraging pleasant dreams.
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