Saturday, April 5, 2025


Icarus falling

Crashing down like a tower onto streets

Oh imagine the screams

Tragedy is told pornographically

Of course, that makes sense:

Our biggest cultural myth—

a Jewish eunuch 

nailed to a stick

Maybe there is a God since the “good-guys” always win the war!

It’s ludicrous, like a virgin whore getting another score

God is on the screen, god killed MTV-

Fucked rolling stone and here is ye Christ as NME

Video killed the radio star and the internet rebirthed it

The later branch of Cthulhu 

A small gleaming square screen

of science fiction dreams

an electronic second heart

Detachable biomechanic brain

Our god is the machine

Like Titans in their prime

It’s a short shitty time

What’s worse a Nazi or a nihilist?

At least a Nihilist see’s the hollowness in things

The Nazi wants a bastardized purification

so close to part of one problem right but ideology is the issue

Just like their sworn enemy twin sibling Zionist Jews

And fundamentalist of every so-called “polar-extreme”

Just crocks of shit

So “leaders can hoarse and gorge

groom you to consume

Or do you consume and in turn they are groomed 

Is the consumer the victim or enabler

We just love to devour ourselves 

Masochistic flesh bag of white sticks

so brittle yet dense

Only in a blue moon are the dictators hung 

in their town’s own high noon

Progressive repressives

Ideology is my(/the?) enemy

Money is a made up fee-at increasingly meaningless speed

Oh inflation at the very least please make the current systems of currency obsolete 

A barter system would be pretty neat 

based on want and need

personal skill and greed

A need right now

Is a rectangular tower with a blade in its chamber

falling on necks of autocratic conspirators

I say this knowing I won’t 

I’m not a soldier

Just a [wannabe] writer and provocateur 

Queer like you and a Nazi

Stupid and subjugated 

I’m middle class I can get away with this

More or less

Money is the difference in the mess

Needs are instinctive and akin

Base animal nature is all the same:

Food, shelter, water, sleep, fuck, repeat

Money and ideology: campaign backers of autocracy 

Hiroshima could be a daydream

In the future scape of the now unfolding world scene

History doesn’t repeat itself, humans compulsively go in redundant circles. 

Dates, places and persons change but our sadomasochism instinctively drifts into a nihilistic religious plea

“What ends when the symbols shatter?”

Shudder and shiver like a skyscraper 

collapsing to dust in a choking cloud

Like the satyr’s alarming news of Pan’s death

Nietzsche’s infamous line is a mournful parallel 

What happens to the messenger? Just an institution and early grave

But all that means nothing now

the dead Lords are reborn in our pockets

Basically a giant bath; plug the toaster into the socket and drop the toaster in the water

ZAP

Normalcy is a spiritual pipe dream

“They promised us forever but we got less” [1]

When is the world not a fucking mess?

I didn’t start the fire, why the fuck does any action or lack thereof only add fuel to it?

The world is spinning 'round and 'round out of control againThe 7-11 to the fear of breaking downSo send my love a letterbomb, and visit me in HellWe're the ones going”[2] down

Like a rodent in a wheel

People repeat but each time in newer ways

“We kill ourselves in funny ways/ so subtle and strange”[3]

Innate immolation to an eternal dark daydream 

What is obscene in the Republican age?

“Behind all kings and presidents, 

all government and law

Are army-men and cannoneers—“[4]

but PR managers hold the world in their pathos pulling claws

What is survival of the strong in capitalism under Abrahamic guile?

Addiction and dissociation, crutches rather than a solid base

“They promised us forever but we got less”[1]

For more of a price we get less

In an era of compulsive vices maybe a degree of abstinence really is indulgence

What/why is thou wilt?

Do we all maybe want to be killed?

“Some of us are really born to die”[5]

“There is only one way in which the murderous death agonies of the old society and the bloody birth throes of the new society can be shortened, simplified and concentrated, and that way is revolutionary terror”[6]

Time is relative but torture can be long lasting in its lasting effects

Like the Death Star

or Tsar Bomba

We want an apocalypse so the “righteous” can get led by an angel to a Heavenly eternity Thanatos’ grasp and Charon’s Ferry are nothing more than a nightmare are like to fancy

We don’t really know. Just absence of conscious thought and beating blood. 

“Do you want total war?”[7]

Do you want joy?

Maybe a final battle would be that atomic jouir we crave

“A quest for joy

both small and cataclysmic…

the little death 

We react to war with war

We enact joy for joy

Tooth and claw remain”[8]

Do we want to live in pain on an overblown made up financial strain?

Oh AGI surely must be predatory or humanity will snuff itself to some nerd billionaires 

libido lacking, Oedipus complex whim

“Limping predator

insecure you

feed off the weak

Remember! Remember!

You are what you eat!”[9]

Domination and submission but who is who and in/to what capacity? It’s never so easy as one or the other. 

The divided mind may be likely but the strings are pulled every-which-way 

Praising an imagined afterlife

yet subsidizing and prolonging the only one we can be sure of

“Live or die: the choice is yours”[10]

We made ourselves denominational whores 

for the market to scorge and scorn

A live-time reality show of an

S&M game of our own design

“Behind the screen is us and we’re TV” [11]

Prison is in the mind

Borders are illusory, autocratically dividing lines

Realistically we all own the tree’s, water animals and sky as the apex predator 

But Abrahamic repression created compulsive addiction and delusional “destiny” to manifest

We need all those as much but realistically less than they need us. 

Life can be lived if you’re lucky enough

Luck is subjective

A stagnant rich person: a pain projecting nihilist

I’ve seen more joy in a homeless couple and their dog

Just don’t be a sitting log for too long

——

1] Strange Days Are Here To Stay— Green Day

2] Homecoming— Green Day

3] Modern Love— Wargasm

4] Might Is Right

5] Valentines Day— Marilyn Manson

6] Neue Rheinische Zeitung No. 136– Karl Marx

7] Joseph Goebbels

8] Joy or War from The Joys of Satanism— Shane Bugbee

9] limping predator from The Joys of Satanism— Shane Bugbee

10] Saw

11] Man That You Fear— Marilyn Manson


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