3 Zines

From Claudia fucking Berdella comes NEUROTIC NIHILISM, a visceral collision of free verse and cutting philosophy. Driven by the sensation of "Everlasting isolation on a never-ending desolation road," this text is a confession from a mind existing in "painful polar extremes." It is an exploration of a generation caught between Nietzschean ideals and a social contract, where "Function is a pessimistic game / To no real aim." A poetic journey into the void, where cultural echoes of "fast food occultism and woke fascism" haunt the edges of sanity.

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Next up is Controlled Chaos: in this everything is Chaos. Citing figures from KMFDM to Aleister Crowley, the text argues that eternal, primal disorder is the engine of the universe and all human experience. It strips away comforting illusions, defining Hope as nothing more than "a strong white lie"—a defensive response to the relentless intake of Fear. A cynical and fatalistic exploration of human existence, concluding that the only promise ever kept is Death.

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Up next is the tale of A Surreal Night At Columbine High School— this raw, confessional zine by Claudia Berdella begins with an unplanned night journey to Columbine High School, the site the author deems the "kick of setting the tone for the last near half century." Stoned and listening to Marilyn Manson at the mundane, late-night scene, the author reflects on how tragedy becomes a key cultural marker.

The narrative quickly shifts to a jarring personal account: the author's own experience in the 7th grade of being falsely accused of planning a school shooting. This zine is an intense meditation on the power of "HERD CONFORMITY,"the targeting of outsiders due to "CULTURE SHOCK," and the cynical realization that one must simply "EMBRACE IT" when unjustly labeled a threat. It’s a provocative exploration of the mundanity of tragedy and the culture of fear that creates the very "red flag that never was."

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